fate

As you are reading this,
you are wasting your time.
As this page loaded up,
you wasted your time waiting for the page to load.
As you decided whether not to read this,
you wasted your time deciding.

We all waste our time,
but sometimes is for the better?
As you are wasting time,
something magical can happen,
or something tragic.
We never know what will happen in the next few hours,
minutes, or even seconds.
I believe it all happens for a reason,
wonderful, death defying even tragic events.
I believe in Fate,
and that its meant to happen.
If that apple didnt fall on Einsteins head,
we wouldn't know the laws of gravity,
and so on.

It's fate that you should listen to this;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFPwFH4Oy4Y&feature=fvw


Jordan, x.

snowpatrol,redhotchillipeppers,thekooks

As I'm just sitting here,
while trying to come to terms with what is happening within my family.
With music is booming down throughout my ears,
Snow Patrol at the moment, Set fire to the third bar, to be precise.
While sitting the same postion I intend too for the next couple hours,
I'm fighting for love, I think, I have already lost.
I'm missing my bestfriend, Taylor Pix, a lot.
Wait. The song changed, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, By The Way.
I have no idea what to do,
rjdnao = mixed up Jordan, and not just in the spelling way.
I need to do something,
accept change?
Wait. The song changed, The Kooks, Naive.
This song brings the obvious defination of Naive in to my head,
I love using the word in a sentence.
'Why do you have to be so naive?'
I'm boring I know.
Anyways.

Jade Readman;
You are my wonderwall.
You shine like a star and you can brighten up anyones day.






Jordan, x.

six seven eight

gaga's version of remembering cuddles in the kitchen, yeah.



Jordan, x.

No parents, I will not type my assignment.

Boys and girls of the world,
don't be who have to be,
be who you want to be.



I want to see your true colours show,
because they will be beautiful like a rainbow.
Break free of stereotyping,
stuff society, it's boring.




However, don't break the law,
and be rude about it.
Mediocracy should not be in your mind,
stand your ground and show who you are.
Lady Gaga.
Madonna.
Frank Sinartra.
Elvis.
Even Albert Einstein.
All put a whole new meaning to induviuality.



However, you don't need to be famous or a genius too,
just show who you are, and I ain't gunna try to change you.
You will be my shooting star, and my favourite.
Don't get defeated by limits,
and get pulled down by gravitational pulls.
Defy everything and anything,
Defy Gravity.



Jordan, x.

instead of doing my hospitality assignment;

You’ve got to build it up and then break down, give it a taste and drop your jaw to the ground, then you’ll know what to do and we’ll pick it up, pick it up and give it right back to you. Save your breath and get down with me, I never thought it would be this easy, to spread you like a disease, in this heat you’ll be sweating out your dignity. You'll always be such a catastrophe.
- Four Years Strong - Catastrophe.

Secret love, my escape, take me far far away, secret love, are you there, will you answer my prayer, please take me anywhere but here. Anywhere but here.
- Mayday Parade - Anywhere But Here.

When the stars are shining on you, when the street lights are far beyond you, when the dream lights are turning on, then you know where you are, when the stars are shining brighter, when your heart is beating lighter, when you love without desire, then you know who you are.
- Free Energy - Dream City.

Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year and I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere, and this is my reaction, to everything I fear, cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here.
- All Time Low - Weightless


On a lighter note;
I love Jade Readman <3
She's amazing. (:




Jordan, x.

Inside my head.

Wishing is for nerds, chumps and squares.
Just make it happen, I dare you.
Somehow, for me, the tv program Skins relates to this.


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Being tired is a sign of weakness,
'you can sleep when your dead baby'. - Agnus, Gossip Girl.





Jordan, x.

not so much a bad day, just a bad me.

I'm tired of trying, your teasing ain't enough, fed up of biding your time, when I don't get nothing back, and for and for and for, when I don't get nothing back. I'm tired.
- Adele


I'm honestly mind-blanked..
For once I have nothing to say.
Why bother?


Jordan, x.

twb

Your gaga obsession amazes me.

http://timothyywilliam.tumblr.com/
look, read and love.
i dare you.

newness.

From 6.30pm, 23rd May 2010, my new outlook on life is;

I'm fourteen and invinsible, I can do what I want.
The only person who will care for me all my life without fail is me.




- albert einstein; one awesome motherfucker.


jordan, x.

Instead of 'But', put 'However'...

As we go on throughout our human being life,
our dogs go throughout their K-9 life.
Also, as life supposedly moves in poetry, in rhythms and in syphonies and the good times and memories and we should all stop and breathe and stare at the scenery,
I am sitting at home, in my trackies and large tshirt from Factorie, waiting for my dad to finish hanging out washing so we can start watching a movie and writing randomised thoughts that suddenly come to my head.
As indecisive people cannot make up their mind what they are doing, decisive people are sticking to one decision and one only and do not think of any of change.
As politicians are coming out of the closet of their sexuality, the news is being nosey and getting more and more into their private lives and what they do; I kinda like how the news actually does that. No offence politicians privacy matters.
After the movie 'Casino Royale' was released, their was a huge reaction of the female public audience about how James Bond is suposedly not sexist anymore, but soon after 'Quantum of Solace' was released they were severly let down in that though. Sorry feminists of the world.
I'm going to add more to this list when I can be bothered.

Also,
I've come to think;
I really should do something interesting for a change,
any suggestions?




jordan, x.

fading.

I'm fading away.
In to my void filled with nothingness.
My life is turing black and white.
I used to have excitement.
But lately it's just the same;
Regret, hurt, worries, intimidation.
Eyes strike through me like daggers.
It is kinda depressing on my behalf.
As I am fading in to my black and white life,
I think I should take this time to tell you my life plan;

Finish school, with an average OP in either Brisbane or Perth, get a job in a fashion shop, become manager of that shop, get all the money I need and move to Melbourne, go in to the music industry or fashion industry, make more money, move to London, live there for I don't know how long with regular holidays to Australia to see family. Then move back to Melbourne when older and stay there for sun, beach and babes.
(L) Perfect Life




Jordan, x.

P.s - You can join me if you want?

i don't know.

forget what i had here before.
nothingness has taken over again.
yeahkaybye.

Jordan, x.

p.s; I know I said subliminal messages suck, but yeah, I don't care.

Okay;

I'll admit that I have been a dickhead to some people lately, and mostly one person.
Who is meant to be my bestfriend.
Sorry.


Seriously; I am... anger solves nothing, 'blogger' solves nothing, and from now on, I'm going to stop writing those things about people. Subliminimal message suck. I use them all the time, but the post I had before, was not called for, at all.

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LOL Most of that was a complete lie.

I don't care about my subliminal messages anymore.

Not like many people read this.

hometown glory.

Happy anniversary Readman's.
Well done for making it through four years of averageness, arguements, stress and fun at times.
Australia's great..

But there is something I want to ask,
Can I go home now?


Jordan, x.

be ok.

"I just want to be okay, be okay, be okay, I just wanna be okay today,"
- Ingrid Michaelson; Be ok.

I actually just want to be okay.
Today.


Jordan, x.

This is me.

You know your kind of inconsiderate Jordan Readman. And no, i'm not too pussy to tell this to your face. I just don't want to upset you, because i fucking care. Unlike you. You're such a fucking dickfuck. How do you sleep at night you using son of a cunt?
- Annoynamous Formspring Message.

I don't know who you are, or who you think you are, annoynamously messaging me over formspring, practically abusing how much of a bad person I am. I know I'm a bad person, I know I'm inconsiderate, but I don't know how the fuck I have used you. I care about the people who care about me, and if you cared about me, I think you would've done something, other then this, to abuse me and we could actually sort something out. But the thing is; what gives you the fucking right to abuse me, to tell me I've used you or someone else, and saying how do I sleep at night? Fucking hell. If you don't actually come to me and sort this out, I will have lost so much respect for you, you wouldn't be my friend anymore. Fuck you. Fuck your life. I don't care about you anymore, and you don't need to care about me. I hope you fall in a drain and break you leg, and never come out.
Thanks.

Jordan, x.

What Does A Diploma In Mathematics Get You?

Does anyone know?
Studying maths in university, joy.
Do you become a mathematician?
But what exactly do you do when you become a mathematician?
This was just a random question I thought of in dance.
I actually don't care, because it doesn't really concern me, I'm not good at maths, and I don't think I ever will be, sorry all mathematicians out there.

Anyways.
You know what I really want to be when I grow up.
A self centred columnist for a good news paper, like John Grogan, (the guy that Owen Wilson plays in Marley and Me.) That movie is fantastic by the way.
I want to be a columnist because, well so I've been told;
I'm a self sentered, melodramatic, hating, uncaring, rude teenager, and thats what columnist do best.
They write about how how much they hate the stuff they have, 'I hate the T.V brand ...' 'Today I hate my wife and children' 'You know what I hate ... '
That is all they write about, and I'm good at writing about what I hate, and because I'm so self-centred and I need to get over my own problems and care about others for once, I think I'm fit for this job.
I just need to be good at english.

I love John Grogan.
He has his own blog, he writes wonderful books, he's a columnist, and he is just all around awesome. :)
Website/Blog - http://www.johngroganbooks.com/blog/index.html


Jordan, x.