Tuesday, July 27, 2010

CAPS.

Lately I've done a lot of thinking, a lot of realising. It really doesn't do well. I have a fear of responsibility. The future is scaring me. I don't want year 10 to finish. Miserable right? Chiddy Bang says 'I ain't ever growing up' and I agree with him completely, I don't want to grow up, because do you know what comes with growing up? Maturing, Real world and the worst of them ;
R E S P O N S I B I L I T Y.
That means, Uni/Tafe/Work Experience and a job. It's not the job that worries me, it's the university side of it. I don't even know what to do, and I'm expected to have a slight idea in three weeks. No. No. No. No. I can't do that. I can't really do much.
Last Wednesday; we got given a book that shows these university's and there courses offered and pre-requisites involved too get in to them. I've never been so scared in my life.. It was horrible to actually think that. In two and a half years, I will be waiting for my OP/Ranking. It's not a long time. Year 8/9 and the part of year 10 I have done have flew by. It's terrible.
I'm terrified..

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'All that I need is this moment. This moment…'



Friday, July 23, 2010

this moment.

Happiness happens and things will change.
Stay for the night, stay with me forever.


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Jordan, x.

Friday, July 16, 2010

c r e a t i v i t y

Block of creativity.
Creativity is blocked.
I don't know what to do, I feel somewhat useless.


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Monster Children, issue 26. Probably the best 10 dollars I have ever spent.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

at least we have our health.

While we're young, we do what we can, make the best of what we have and demonstrate our love like it's running out of fashion. Let us make a syndicate of youth, live free and leave the unimportant misery and heartbreak that surrounds us, behind. Don't leave your youth down in the drains, bring it up! You don't have it for long and it's not going to come back very easily. Enjoy it while you can. Live a life that's meant to be lived, love someone like you've never loved before and if it doesn't work out, love again. Love Happens, Happiness Happens. It comes back. Don't worry. You'll be fine and dandy. There will always be bad times within your life but erase them, like you erase a bad drawing on paper. But when bad times come, Just think;
At Least We Have Our Health.

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Jordan, x.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Maroon 5

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I can't believe I forgot how good they were.
Songs About Jane.
Their best album, perfect when your in the mood for it.

Jordan, x.

conjoined sentences

I'm looking up but letting love down. I'm becoming to think the more I try to get things right and sort out situations and confrontations, the more I get lost within my selfish thoughts of what I want and need. I'm getting most of the things I want but with the more I'm getting, the more I'm starting to lose sight of my own thoughts and pretty much my own life. My beliefs are becoming hazed and my standards are low. I'm hanging by a thread of the interception between right and wrong. I'm trying to float upon water, seeing to everyone's needs while struggling with my own. I don't want to sound stuck up, but sometimes I do feel like I'm taken for granted. It's not like I don't take stuff from people, it's the gratitude and attention I give to some people and I just don't seem to get it back. I'm probably just sounding like a whining bitch now, but I want to ask you something; What's the point in trying so hard in life when we all come out dead anyway?


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Jordan, x.

Friday, July 2, 2010

snow patrol

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You could be happy

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Run


If you don't listen to Snow Patrol, there is something wrong with you, they are amazing.
(L)


Jordan, x.

Ear phones, music loud, I'm in no mans land.

had to delete the blog
it was too dramatic.
it was about me failing at life and it failing me back
yes indeedy it was...



Jordan, x.