i left my head and my heart on the dance floor

I said, in a few posts down, the one titled with all the bands.
'I'm fighting for love, I think, I have already lost.'
I kind of feel the need to expand on this a little,
but I don't know how exactly.

One of my bestfriends and me, have talked about this multiple times and I think she has got through to me now.
You have left it too late, way too late,
and being the idiot that I am, I've finally just realised.
I've wasted time.
I know I talk about it being fate for wasting time and it can be for the better, but this time, it wasn't.
I don't care anymore, but I still want too.
I'm contridicting myself now,
I need to stop writing, even thinking about it.
Brain dead.




Jordan, x.