TUMBLR HAS TAKEN OVER BLOGSPOT.

REBLOGGING = LIFE.

SORRY ABOUT THAT.
LOVE YOU.

Jordan, x

Do you know, mister?

We are all growing up, growing apart. We chop and change everything, from who we are best friends with, to our emotions towards another. People who I’ve been with lately, are all just so nice. They have made me realise, I might’ve made a mistake. The mistake of never sticking with my normals, not becoming apart of them. Sometimes with not being with them very long, I don’t fit in. But I will get there. I love it with them. It’s great.

From Tumblr

I feel so lazy doing this, but I actually thought this was an okay post!

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Under The Sheets.

Because time will tell us nothing, I’ll take a chance on something. Let’s be impulsive. Personality is your wonder and image is your thunder. We will form a syndicate of juggernauts. Be destructive in conformity, inequality and falling under the sheets. Put your heart in to everything and use your creativity in everything. Live your youth and believe in love. Live freely, but use your time wisely.

I love it.

Gayest post ever.

Jordan, x.

HiDur!

"I hate my melodies, they're all the same, but I can't get them out of my head, oh."

I haven't blogged in a while.

I don't have much to write, my writing has gotten really bad lately.

I need some inspiration...

Something to happen, something awesome to happen,

something like.

AMAZEMENT.

I need some form of an actual action of happiness or sadness,

of excitement or nothingness.

Jordan, x.

haha!

Anyway you want it, that's the way you need it!

I sort of love this song. I am currently listening to the Glee Version!

I am too cool, way too cool.

If anyone does actually read my blog, have you realised my posts are not a lame and depressing any more. It is because nothing has happened to fuck shit up in a while. It's good. Very good. I have also grown above to subtle messages in my posts, no matter how annoying people are, I don't any more. Mainly because I can't be bothered. Life is good.

All I need now is a beautiful place, that I can visit and that not many people know about. I would take a book and write down my thoughts. I would take a camera, to capture the emotions and atmosphere of the place I am. My iPod for the soundtrack to my days. I want to drop the stress I will have off my shoulders and my leave everyone behind. I want somewhere like this. Somewhere only I know.

Strength deficiency.

I love speaking my mind, any one does. Not exactly speaking your mind in a rude way, but if something does happen I will tell someone it doesn't work with me. I don't do enough though.I've come to realise it causes arguments, pissed off people and shows the weak from the strong. I am not the strongest with my emotions at all, but I stand tall in what I want.

Jordan, x.

Be mine.

"and now you're gone, it's like an echo in my head,

and I remember every word you said,

and you never were

and you never will be mine."

Jordan, x.

firework.

"Baby you're a firework, come on let your colours burst!"

- Katy Perry.

Don't ever feel like you're not wanted, you will always have you highs and lows, but whenever possible; burst out, show your true colours and live while you can. Act on impulse and show the world up!

But as all fireworks, we all need to come back down to earth, calm ourselves and recreate our thought process.

Everyone needs to have their alone time, and for there rest before they burst again. No matter how long it takes, I'll be here waiting.

Jordan, x.

Consider.

I'm considering quitting this challenge,

it's so boring.

I also can't be bothered getting told what to write a blog about.

It's rude.

Haha, I think I will probably just write one when I can be bothered or I'm bored.

Kay thanks bye.

Jordan, x.

Day 12.

My Best Friend

Jade Readman,

sister,

best friend.

Probably the only person I could trust with my life.

Jordan, x.

Day 11.

My Definition of Love; (relationship love).

LOVE. LOVE. LOVE.

My thought on love is that it can be either the biggest waste of time, or it can a beautiful, unimaginable feeling you just have, that surrounds you, keeps you awake at night, puts your thoughts in to a mode where you just can't get that certain person off your mind.

I have never experienced it, I don't know what it would be like. But when I see old couples that you know that they have been together for years, you can't help but just think, I hope I will be like that one day; in love with one person, that you can't get sick of, that you don't want to leave there eye sight and you never want them to leave your side.

I think the best thing about falling in love with someone, as they fall in love with you is that you know they love you back.

It's a word that shouldn't be thrown around and attacked with force, the delicacy of love is a wonder. It should be simple, beautiful and all around goodness.

Define ; Love - beauty of two human beings that make an amazing, invisible atmosphere, between the them. (L)

Jordan, x.

Day 10.

My Dreams

The dreams I have, are not just my minds creativity/mental insanity mixing together to freak me out, but some of them actually happen. I know that may just sound completely stupid, but it's crazy, because I think I swear I have seen this before, and it's not deja vu.

They are sometimes wonderful, they are sometimes horrible, they give me ideas, they break me down, they keep me awake, they make me want too sleep, just too see one of my own insanity at it's best.

I love dreaming. It puts me in a world where anything can happen. I control my dreams, I believe in dream theory and stuff. It is rather crazy. But I love it.

What happens in my dreams, I can't describe. That is why I love them so much.

I have no difference between a nightmare or a normal dream, they are all mixed in to one.

If something does go wrong, I wake up and say, it was just a dream, and slowly with the solitude and darkness I am in, slowly decrease back down to the deep sleeping stage, preparing to dream once again.

It's that one figment of my imagination, I want too come true.

Jordan, x.

Day 9.

My Favourite Birthday

Favourite birthday aye.

I've had fourteen, my fifteenth is tomorrow.

When I was little, when people sang happy birthday to me, I cried because I was too shy.

I hated peoples eyes on me.

I have loved all of my birthdays, I wish I could remember my first, second, third and fourth.

I like my birthday, but I like my family's and good friends more.

Jordan, x.

Day 8.

My Favourite Memory

I don't really know.

I have many favourite memories, doing many different things.

I love Christmas, with my entire family.

As Christmas should do, it brings us all together.

Cheesy I know. But still, I love it. I always will.

(L)

Jordan, x.

Day 7.

My Goals.

Yes, goals...

I think I have one certain goal;

to live a long and happy life, without the thought of others affecting what I think and do.

Jordan, x.

Day 6.

My Favourite Place

My favourite place. I would be somewhere new every time.

I like exploring.

Probably somewhere I can be alone.. Solitude is bliss. All I need is an iPod, a exercise book to write in and a bit of sun but windy at the same time.

A park, the beach, a lake, a river, a dam.

Somewhere nice.

Jordan, x.

Day 5.

Yes I may of missed a couple of days of doing this,

but I'm still doing it!

My Day

My day was uneventful, it pissed down with rain. Nobody was really at school, everyone decided to go to the ekka.. fun. I had History first, it was bludge. Then first break. Then drama, it was fun, Siobhan and I played on the laptops and filmed videos of us singing a song from 'Bratz' and us dancing around. 'Diva what, diva who, diva where, that's me!'. Procrastination. Then I had dance, we polished our dance piece up, and filmed our video draft. I was in so much pain and covered bruises I couldn't do the good floor sections properly. It was annoying. Then it was lunch time. Then I had maths. It was good, we barely did anything because no one was there. We learnt about business percentages, my favourite, they seriously are, I love business maths. It's easy. Then it was home time! I walked home with my best friend, in the rain and ate lollipops. It was good because I hadn't seen her in like a week. I got home, chilled, stretched so my back wouldn't hurt. Ate. Msn. Facebook. Twitter. Daily Booth. (L) wonderful.

In conclusion; to sum up my day it was BLUDGE.

Jordan, x.

Day 4.

The Siblings

Abi Readman, 19.

Jade Readman, 17.

They are wonderful. They help me with everything possible. They have taught me how to become a mature 14 year old, soon to be 15, and how to realise a good person. They are practically my best friends. (L)

Jordan, x.

Day 3.

My Parents

Mum ; Carol Ann Readman. Best cook in the world, currently a nurse.

Dad ; Andrew Michael Readman. He still spikes his hair up at the age of 43. Currently a house instillation inspector.

I love them. :)

Jordan, x.

Day 2.

My first love. Laugh Out Loud.

My first love was the very first Minstrel(English chocolate pod type thing)I ever ate. I love them.
It was amazing, crispy, light chocolate on the out side and creamy, amazing chocolate on the inside.

They amaze me. Get them for my birthday in 15 days okay?

One day I might love someone as much as I love Galaxy Chocolate Minstrels. (L)

Cutest food ever to be created. (L)

Jordan, x.